It is May 3rd, 2010.

I don't know why I have this incessant need to write whatever stupidity flows through my mind. I am currently sick and I feel like shit. However, I believe that it is better to feel like shit just to know that we are alive. This is what keeps me going. Its the sickness, the grief and the anger.

I feel that this blog page will become part of my journey to reach home. Let us hope I find some sort of consolation in writing the madness that's inside me. To whomever may read this, welcome. I am doing this for me and me only. Any comments you may want to spout out about what a dumb idea this is, fuck you, keep it yourself.

here we go...